This Time Last Year

I am currently quite miserable with pain and health issues I'm trying to figure out, and I realized today is a world away from March last year.

Last year I was in the final month before BLU and my 100 mile attempt, all kinds of trained and fit.  I had lost 10lbs and had consistently run and strength trained for 6 entire months.  What a great feeling that was.  Look, here I am not caring about anything but the race!


Also, iPod club.  I was running in a skirt again which made me even happier.  There are no blog posts from any of that time which I regret now.  

You know I've always loved food (too much) and I'm now adjusting to it hating me.  If I eat 'the wrong thing' I am having 2 or 3 days of pain.  It's quite intense.  I don't know how people (bless you all) deal with chronic pain day in day out, it's absolutely awful.  This is all getting progressively more tiring and my brain has spiraled into a number of not-awesome places.  Hello darkness.

Perhaps in a quantum realm that month is current.  It was a great month.

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